Sometimes

my goal, for a while now, has been to make someone's day everyday. to make people feel special. to just be nice, in general. to give someone a smile when they're frowning. to be someone's up when they are down. to be the light in the dark.

some days i think it's going great...other days i'm not so sure.

sometimes it's hard to make other people smile when i can't.

sometimes i'm a really good actress.

sometimes my act falls apart.

sometimes i do things right.

sometimes i do things wrong.

sometimes i know that i hurt people.

sometimes i don't.

sometimes i care.

sometimes i don't.

sometimes i cry.

sometimes i yell.

sometimes i let it all out.

sometimes no one knows.

sometimes i spill my guts.

sometimes it's a secret.

sometimes i turn to other things.

sometimes i remember not to.

sometimes i pray.

sometimes i don't.

sometimes i feel like i'm worth something.

sometimes i don't.

sometimes i'm the world to someone.

sometimes i'm not.

sometimes i listen.

sometimes i don't shut up.

sometimes i know where i'm going.

sometimes i'm lost.

sometimes i'm smart.

sometimes i'm dumb.

sometimes i sing happy songs.

sometimes i sing sad songs.

sometimes i'm very thankful for this blog and for the people that know about it.

sometimes i wish no one knew the address.