Monday, December 10, 2007

The Random Writings from Biology

i'm not a genius
but i'm not stupid.
i'm not drop dead gorgeous
but i'm not butt ugly.
i'm not a jock
but i'm not a lazy bum.
i'm not the life of the party
but i'm not a social outcast.
i'm average.

but why me? why am i the lucky one? i wish that they were lucky too. i want them to have what i have. and yet i will not give up what i have. there is no way i could let go. but why me? what did i ever do to deserve him?

...and i want life to be fair...


in a beautiful green world,
where nature is king,
there is a castle that reigns in beauty and splendor.

inside lives a princess, whom everyone loves.
all day and all night she does as she please.
she goes for tea with her friends,
they laugh and they tease.
they trust and they tell,
sisters forever.

and she has a boy,
who has stolen her heart.
who makes her sing,
calms her fears.
who makes her laugh,
and dries her tears.
he still has the ability to give her butterflies with simply
a look or a

they all know her so well,
in their own special way.
this princess who dances,
safe and carefree.
and she goes through life with
ease that is envied.
naive and blind to the
real world
around her.

and she wishes
on rainbows
and stars and so much more.
she crosses her fingers to keep her luck strong.
but try as she might
to keep reality at bay,
she knows her fairytale can't always stay.
but when will the pixie dust fall and the palace burn?
when will the girls and the special boy go?
she doesn't know when it will all fall apart.
so until then she will live in her fairytale world.
and maybe if she wishes, ans wishes some more...
her fairytale world will never go away.


and i wish that it would never have to end...


enji said...

you need to learn to trust. stop worrying about tomorrow. don't be afraid of anything- pray about everything. God will give you peace that we as humans can't understand. and remember that God has plans for you, maybe they're not plans that you or i will agree with in the moment, and maybe those plans do involve losing friends or boyfriends, but he has PROMISED us that his plans are for good and not for evil, to give us a future and a hope. and he has promised that he already knows whats going to happen. STOP WORRYING!! just trust him. give it up. you don't have control over it anyway; a great and gracious God who cares about you and your future does, so theres no point in worrying. just trust him katie.
I love you hunnie.

gracie said...