Thursday, August 24, 2006

Tired


Meaningful well, last night erika and i stayed up till 3am. everybody else went to bed at 11pm...but we stayed up. and hung out on the computer, just talking and doing stuff. then we played settlers, with seafarers and cities and knights. we were supposed to get to 12 points to win...but we weren't counting, and when we counted, erika was at 17 points!! let's just say that i wasn't doing that great. then we played zoo tycoon, and then watched part of sinbad. but we were too tired to finish it, so we just went to bed. but i really need to stop making myself so tired. because when i'm tired, then my emotions are more up and down then normal...well ok maybe not so. sometimes. but i just find that when i'm tired i get more "depressed"...or live in the past. and the past hurts. and i'm not supposed to be living in the past. i'm supposed to be in the now. so i'm going to go be in the now, right now.


2 comments:

Lynette said...

but sometimes if the past hurts, we need to go back and figure out why, and work through those feelings of hurt, otherwise sometimes it can just linger there, unresolved, and then it comes up at the most inopportune times.

grace said...

haha katie, srry i can't give u a good answer like lynnette's..lol anyways, i had so much fun with u on the retreat and i can't wait for school. love u tons...
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